I wish to say sorry to the ones I love. The ones who have been there in both my happiest and darkest moments. I’m sorry for any pain that I have caused, both intentional and unintentional. There’s no way to go back and change the past, but there is still time in the present and future. I’m far from being a perfect person. I have struggles and inner turmoils that I haven’t quite figured out yet. My mind is at a constant war with itself, and sometimes it seems like there’s no end in sight. I’m at the table trying to construct a battle strategy in hopes of coming out victorious. I know that patience can run thin, but I pray for just a little more as I navigate my recovery. There have been many tears and frustrations that I have come to regret over the years. If I could, I would take them all back. I only want to give you joy and things to smile about. I try my best every day to do this but nevertheless seem to come up short. But I won’t give up. I’ll keep trying until the very end.
But for now all I can say is that I’m sorry.
I hope you can forgive me.